Crap

Haven't been writing much lately it has been pretty slow I am only now starting to feel well enough to give a shit. Yes that is the most important factor in living. With out it everything just become different shades of gray. There is no black or white or wrong or right. Just the day in day out march of time. That is your life living it day by day or watching it pass you by. One way or the other its going and your own mortality is certain. So you wonder should you try and get more out of life or should you just be content with your lot. Meet more people go more places have more relationships put your self out there to experience new things. Or stay at home and look at all the familiar things that we have surrounded ourselves with and die a little each day afraid to take a chance at a new life. Stuck in a comfortable rut. I have heard it said when humans got conciseness or became self aware the fear of death is overwhelming and so they had to invent God and life after death in order to keep their sanity. If you are a animal and you don't think about the future  you don't need God to live in the present. It is only when you stop and think about tomorrow next week next year then your own death is inevitable life becomes pointless and with out meaning. Like putting a wild animal in a cage some will just give up not eat and die. This is why we should move passed superstition and folklore and try to get a better understanding of life. And what it means to be alive and how to cope with death and sickness and get rid of all the religions that were written by people who lived in tents and wiped their ass with their hands who had no more in site into the meaning of life as we do more likely less. Most of it is law and ownership of property be it land animals or women or children. And that is just to keep people from killing each other
for taking things that belong to others. The old testament is all about Land women and wars. And  Jesus comes along and he is the only one who gets it God made everything that being said God is every ones father Jesus's yours mine every ones so get over it you don't have to do anything for your father he loves you unconditionally. But we can't do that we have to steal lie and cheat so we can have more than the other guy. A bigger house a newer car more wife's well now we call them girlfriends a rich man has his wife and two or three four or five girlfriends it depends on how much money he has. And most men have had two or three wife's in the old days when a man would get tired of his woman he would marry another younger one but he would still keep the old one because he owned her. She was his property every ten years or so he would  marry a younger woman if he had the money. Now we do the same thing we just divorce every few years if we have the money and get a younger woman to make the man feel like he is still young. Ha Ha Ha  what a joke. Religion is all about the law and depending on your flavor that is how you believe I think I am going to become a Muslim and go and get all my ex wives and force them to come back and live with me and all the others in a group wouldn't that be the shits with big mouth America women you can't get a word in edgewise with one much less six or seven that would be hell on earth.....Now I get it that is why we have divorce.